mm i crave a bowl of hot oatmeal with
raisins and cranberries now.
its actually like my favourite healthy comfort food =)

and if i were to eat it now;
i d do it for two reasons!

first would be to celebrate friday as an awes-tastic day!
we ve got great teachers; and mr bong! =D
he is so funny!! hahahas
and i m still in not bad running condition
hehehs and i m in the badminton and aerobics timetable!
and i had chilli crab today!
and i talked to many good friends, have many good friends
and at age 17, only has to worry over sustaining
good grades, instead of say, worrying
about drug abuse, financial difficulties, whether i have
enough food to stay from dying or suffering severe gender
discrimination in some male chauvinistic pig third-world country.
plus, i love my church people and my God!
my God is AWESOME AND BIG AND GREAT!!!
if you dont believe he exists find me and i will
make sure you do hahahas!
Jesus is Alive! and May the Holy Spirit guide and live in
my brethren!
oh and the weather rocks right now! XD

and the second would be to reflect and immerse in some
deep sombre thinking.
like A levels. and also
talking with terence today was making me rethink my
position in my CCA.
as much as it is a rather thorny issue- but being the only
girl out of the 29th batch of Pugilistic Society has been
more of a blessing than a ...well, not curse, but issue.
studying in an all girls school for 9 years did not help-
but looking back, i wonder if God had a bigger plan for me.

in a subtle way, i did have more influence.
and also, i guess guys arent as alien as i used to think
they were ^^ hahahahs
though very different from girls they are!
i hope i ll be able to make a greater impact in my CCA
and on the people around me;
not just as any normal person they re bound to forget in the
next, say five, ten years?

but i bet if i can live my life to the fullest in God's plan,
and do my best in everything i set to achieve-
im sure that i could even change their lives!
and they re all gonna be better and mature people! =)

which, at first step, i would be to stop encouraging
their using vulgar language!
denise would be appalled! hahahas oh and

FEAR OF THE LORD.
its an incredible book!! please read it and be
highly impacted and we re all grow and think
and build character at a higher level!!

only $22.40 now.
thats a small price to pay for spiritual food. ^^